Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV Series)

Amends (1998)

Robia Scott: Jenny Calendar

Quotes 

• Jenny Calendar : [as the First]  You think you can fight me? I'm not a demon, little girl. I am something that you can't even conceive... The first Evil. Beyond sin, beyond death... I am the thing the darkness fears. You'll never see me, but I am everywhere. Every being, every thought, every drop of hate...

  Buffy Summers : All right, I get it. You're evil. Do we have to chat about it all day?

• Angel : What do you want?

  Jenny Calendar : I wanna die in bed surrounded by fat grandchildren but... guess that's off the menu.

• Angel : I'm sorry.

  Jenny Calendar : You're sorry? For me? Don't bother. I'm dead. I'm over it.

• Angel : You're not here.

  Jenny Calendar : I'm always here.

• Male Ghost : [as the First, tormenting Angel]  The thing I remember most... was thinking how artful it was. In the dark, they looked just like they were sleeping. It wasn't until I bent down and kissed them good night that I felt how cold they were. You grabbed me, and I thought, "Who would go to so much trouble to arrange them like that?"

  [assumes the form of Margaret] 

  Margaret : But you see, that's what makes you different than other beasts. They kill to feed, but you took more kinds of pleasure in it than any creature that walks or crawls.

  Angel : Oh, God.

  Margaret : Yeah, cry out. Make a scene.

  Daniel : I was to be married that week. But then, as I recall, you knew that.

  Angel : It wasn't me.

  Jenny Calendar : It wasn't you?

  Angel : A demon isn't a man. I was a man once.

  Jenny Calendar : Oh, yes, and what a man you were.

  [flashback to Angel carousing as a human] 

  Margaret : A drunken, whoring layabout, and a terrible disappointment to your parents.