Grey's Anatomy (TV Series)

The Sound of Silence (2016)

Caterina Scorsone: Dr. Amelia Shepherd

Quotes 

• Dr. Amelia Shepherd : [to Meredith after she throws her drink at Amelia]  Yeah, okay, I got it. You don't want to look at me. I get it. Do you think that I want to be out there hanging out outside your door like some pathetic little rat looking for scraps? Do you think that feels good for me? I- I have been out there trying to figure out how to make amends... as if that would matter to you.

  [shuts the door] 

  Dr. Amelia Shepherd : I know I'm a mess... who talks too much and feels too much, and I know that it drives you crazy, but that is the one way I know how to stay sober, and every time I try to suck it up and shut up and just be cold and normal, I end up drunk... or on pills or at a funeral. Do you know what it felt like to walk into that trauma room and see you on that table and think to myself, "Great. I did it again. Here comes another funeral."

  [Meredith makes a face] 

  Dr. Amelia Shepherd : You know what? Forget it. I... I don't even know why I came in.

  [Amelia leaves the room] 

• Dr. Amelia Shepherd : [to Meredith]  It's my 30 day chip. I'm sober and I'm starting back at work on Monday, so I'm trying. I'm trying.

  Dr. Meredith Grey : I know you are.

  Dr. Amelia Shepherd : You... can talk. That's... That's great. They, uh, took the wires off?

  Dr. Meredith Grey : Yeah, this morning. I'm just not ready to forgive you yet.

  Dr. Amelia Shepherd : I'm not... exactly ready, either. I'll see you later.

  Dr. Meredith Grey : See you later.

  [Amelia goes to take the chip back, but Meredith holds on to it]